十一月の夢


Day 28 — Completion
November 28, 2009, 3:24 pm
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Word Count: 50,004

It is finished. There’s nothing more to write, I swear. Good thing I wasn’t aiming for more this year. I’m glad though, that even through college work I was able to do this again. This goes to show no matter WHAT is going on in your life, YOU CAN DO IT! >O

Final Sentence:

I love Mimi, and I hope we can head towards that future together, hand in hand.

Happy endings galore. :D



Day 27 — Nearing the end
November 28, 2009, 12:41 am
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Word Count: 48,016

Excerpt:

“You’re not stupid Neria…” Kimily said, taking Neria’s hand. “You’re the girl I fell in love with, nothing you have or haven’t done doesn’t change that. You make mistakes, every one does, you just happened to make one mistake that turned into many,” Kimily said encouragingly. “Don’t give up, Neria, succeed even with all of these mistakes you’ve made… I know you can. You’ve realized your mistake Neria, and that’s the first step. You don’t have to forget me Neria, you just need to realize it’s over between us. It…” Kimily’s eyes filled with tears as well, and she took a deep breath before continuing her sentence. “It’s not because of what either of us has done… it’s because of what someone else did. We can’t change another person, just deal with what changes they may make. I know you can get through this Neria, you just need to believe in yourself.”

Merely another 2k words! Tomorrow I will see the end! Wish me luck!



Day 26 — INSPIRATION!!
November 27, 2009, 12:55 am
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Word Count: 45,830 (damn counter is eating 12 words! >T)

Excerpt:

Beneath cut because it is sad and spoilery.

Continue reading



Day 25 — The End is in Sight
November 26, 2009, 12:46 am
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Word Count: 43,362

Excerpt:

It had been a while since that strange man had come to give me any sort of advice. Maybe it was fate that Kimily found him again, that I would be able to talk to him again. I needed answers, and he sure seemed to have had them over a month ago, he just wouldn’t tell me. Maybe now I can finally get them out of him… Because, now, I… I think I understand what he meant. I held onto Kimily for too long and ended up here. I thought everything was fine… and yet it wasn’t. Things happened in reality and I tried to change my life, but I ended up screwing things up, taking too long, and in turn caused this whole mess to occur. I… I should have listened to what he said in the first place. I almost couldn’t believe he had turned out to be completely right, that everything he had said was true. I hoped he could help me, help me finally move on. I knew I had to do it now, I… I just needed this one thing before I could finally see past Kimily once and for all.

I CAN SEE THE END! Well, more so to my 4th NaNoWriMo quest. Not too sure on my novel. Sort of can see the end of my novel.

As a hilarious note, I realized I’ve been spelling Malehciah/Mahleciah’s name wrong the whole novel (It’s supposed to be the first spelling, but I’ve typed it in as the second the entire novel)… That takes some serious skill to do that. xDDD Running NaNoism? xD



Day 22 — A Confession
November 23, 2009, 12:42 am
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Word Count: 38,400

Nanoism of the Day:

“Neria replied, sounding socked.”

*laughs* that was supposed to be “shocked”

Excerpt:

I… I had never thought that Mimi had liked me… but maybe I was just being oblivious to all the clues. Now that I think about it, I should have figured it out… I had been the same way before asking Kimily… Agh, why did I realize it? Now that I look at it, Mimi’s behavior was just so obvious, so clear; it makes no sense why I didn’t realize. I guess… I guess my mind was elsewhere too. I didn’t know what to say in return though, since all I could think about these days was Kimily. How could I say yes when I still held on so strongly to Kimily? Not to mention that, to me, Kimily was still alive… I didn’t know what to do. Nothing made sense… I just sat there, stunned, without saying a word while my mind tried to figure it all out. I didn’t want to hurt Mimi, and yet I couldn’t accept her proposal… I just couldn’t. I still saw myself with Kimily, and Kimily alone, and while maybe… maybe I like Mimi back, I don’t want to let go of my relationship with Kimily just yet. Accepting Mimi would just make the relationship odd, I’m never around much as it is, not to mention my whole time thing being screwed up… But… But I feel horrible for what I did say next.

‘UNEXPECTED’ TURN OF EVENTS. WHAT WILL HAPPEN NEXT?! *laughs*



Day 21 — ‘who said I ever wanted to’
November 22, 2009, 12:58 am
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Word Count: 36,728

Excerpt:

“What I’m trying to get at, Neria, is that you’re finding ways to make it your fault. You’re making up reasons and excuses so that you can blame yourself for it all even though you only made one decision in the whole scenario. You did not come back with me. The drunk driver made quiet a few more than you, the choice to drink, the choice to get in a car, and the choice to run that red light. You made one choice Neria, and there were a lot more involved in the event. You need to see that Neria.”

“Well I can’t, why don’t you get it? I can’t see it that way. If I had gone, I could have solved the whole problem. We wouldn’t be sitting here, had I just gone. You know it just as well as I do Kimily.”

Kimily sighed. “If you’re not going to open up your mind just a little to other views, you’re not going to get over this.”

“Who said I ever wanted to.”

No, I’m not talking about my NaNo. ;D Just a quote from my character.

Been pulling a lot of last-minute word count goal hits (like <10 minutes to midnight), and haven’t had the time to post something. ^^;;;> But hey, at least I’m on target! =D



Day 17 — Dream Sequence
November 18, 2009, 12:58 am
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Word Count: 30,036

Yes, I pulled the dream scene trick. ;D Short dream though. Kinda relates to my banner image. :3

Excerpt:

I remember waking up at the crack of dawn from a nightmare. It was such a simple dream. I was standing in a black void, with only Kimily near my side. Stars began to fill the sky around us, but the more stars that appeared, the further Kimily became. I started off chasing after her, though with each step it felt as if she became even further from me. I stopped running after a while and began to shout at the stars, telling them to go away and let Kimily return. It makes sense when I think about it, but what an odd interpretation of the whole situation…

That’s it. :P